Yesterday, I felt a slight tension in my chest that often leads to tachycardia (pulse sometimes as high as 200 bpm) that accentuates my regularly irregular heartbeat, (not to worry- it is being cared for and monitored.)
And the thought came, "My heart stumbles."
I've just been sitting with that. A rapid, irregular heart beat can feel like a stumble, the kind of misstep we make when walking if we are distracted, or moving too fast, or feeling very emotional.
So, I remind myself to slow down, to focus on this present moment, and to notice how too much news and passionate commentary can stir up strong emotions that exhaust and disorient. I am not suggesting that we turn away from awareness of our shared world, but I think my heart is reminding me to consider how I can be informed and participate in a sustainable way.
And when it comes to sustainability, our bodies are the experts.
So, what is your body telling you today about what you need? ~Oriah
Just looking at this photo from Karen Davis at Open Door Dreaming I imagine the sound of the waves. Perhaps a day to go down to the lake and let their rhythm steady my stumbling heart.
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Thankyou Oriah. I've been considering this question since the Christmas period, when I was overwhelmed by a very physical anxiety. I'm still not sure what was going on - I'm currently exploring the physical, psychological and spiritual aspects - but the distress I felt in my body was a powerful warning that I could no longer ignore the anxiety that's been worsening over the past few years.
ReplyDeleteAnne, seems to be a lot of over-the-top anxiety going around these days. Hope you can find what is provoking yours and use deep self care.
DeleteThank you x
DeleteThank you for introducing me to Open Door Dreaming. I love her work as well as yours
ReplyDeleteKaren's photos are fabulous, aren't they? Glad you enjoy them.
Deletemy body needs a smaller world for now. I'm trying to oblige.
ReplyDeleteSometimes we just need to snuggle down into a bit of a nest for awhile. :-)
DeleteI love her works too. Thank you Oriah for sharing.
ReplyDelete- Gustavo Woltmann